Stressful 5days

18/11/2010

Today my parent depart to Korea to enjoy their life...

Meanwhile, I'm here at Kuala Lumpur will be very stressful~~

to handle their business and to continue my study as usual...

long time didn't type or write 华语。。。

so today i will type out in 华语，，，

说真的，我已经一年没写华语字，我的华语快生锈了。。

这五天，不仅是爸妈对我的考验，也是我对我自己的一个考验，，，

我不知道我能否做得到， 做得好~ 但我心里已经很明白我需要具备什么条件，，，

只是我须要克服不是那些，而是我的定立，我的懒性，我的胆怯，及我的EQ。。。

这些对我来说，都是我一直面对的问题，导致我的失败~

很辛苦~ 我还是打回英文，

relieve now~~ is very hard to type in chinese...

type in chinese I have no idea what to write...

Stress!!!

No outing`No gym`No games

Lifeless

wow... now is 28/10/10....

10 months i didn't update my blog...

time pass very very fast.....

if i have a time machine i think i would be great for me....

because i really miss my high school life...

college life?

not that fun...

quite boring...

is too realistic...

a lot of assignment presentation....

time to be matured~~

so long din update my blog seriously i dont expect anyone will view my blog anymore...

but nevermind ... i just express what i feel now....

I feel very depress, and alone now.....

everyday i feel that i'm wasting my time...

besides study, help my father...

i have nothing to do.....

feel boring and want to find someone to chat....

but who i want to find?

watch drama play games

to escape from emptiness.....

I don't like my life now........

last time high school everyday at school no gf but got a lot of closed friends

chat in class play in class skip class...

but now?!

in class beside class discussion can talk to friends...

all the time we concentrate on lecturer...

then after class then only have time to yamcha with friends that are not very close....

Want to watch movie no partner....

Have to wait my friends free then only can watch....

Everyday my life routine

class - eat- bac home work- do hw- sleep.

if i got a gf .... i think i wont be so lifeless~